Facebook, Hotmail, Lumosity, Blogger. Always the same routine when I hit the library computer. Mum and Chris and me are all obsessed with a new Facebook game. 'Criminal Case'. I keep calling it 'Crimescene: Scene of the Crime' haha. That's basically what it is though. You have to find items hidden in crime scenes. It's good fun.
This is also about the only time I choose to blog, so I do worry about it's future after I'm done College. I'm getting close to doing that as well. Only about a month left. Just had our last actual teaching class, portfolio's due in next week. Still a bit of work to do for it. Gonna take a lot of organising. We all just agreed in class that there's been too much work this year, and Scott basically agreed with us. Said he'll change it up next year. Shame he couldn't have done it earlier! I've decided I'm not going to regret this year though. I like that class, and a lot of what I've done here. Even though it's time I moved on in my life, time to be done with education, I've got to appreciate the good times I've had. Drum Corps has been fun, and I've learned a lot again. But it's time to start making my impression on the world.
I've been thinking about how I might do that. There's a lot I want to do. I'm gonna going out and performing wherever I can. Busking too. And I'm going to start vlogging. I think that's where I've always been headed really. People like Alex Day really get me thinking, about the possibilities of online marketing. That's where it's at now, and I think I could be good at it. Just start uploading videos about everything. Loads of covers and stuff. Just show the world who I am. That's what I want to do. Without fear. That's what I'm gonna do.
Chris started his new job at the weekend. Working night shifts at a care home. He found his first shift quite though and he's struggling to get used to the idea of doing it 3 nights a week. Worries about his time, and he's really struggling with his self-esteem when he's there. Intimidated by everyone, feels like he's doing everything wrong. But he needs to learn to deal with this. To be himself. He'll have to power on through, he's got us. I've struggled with jobs in the past I know what it's like. I hope he finds it easier with time.
Was out at the weekend there. Still not drinking. Haven't done so in a month or so. It was alright though. It's just the Woody on a Saturday I struggle with. That'll be the real challenge for sobriety haha. As usual I enjoyed the time after more. She was out, back for the weekend. Didn't see her much on the Friday but ended up offering to give Antonia Rice a lift up the road cos she was pretty drunk, then took her and her sister home. They're a good laugh, and I like talking to them. But whether I'll ever have anything more with her... I doubt it. She doesn't show much interest in doing anything, with anyone really. But it's whether I want to make her interested. Part of me is sure I could do it. But then what do I really want? I ain't settling down anytime soon. But then I've always said if I met a girl I felt could be special I'd make it work. I wouldn't let an opportunity pass me by. We'll see. It's all down to this summer really. After that I'm gone.
You probably laugh and scorn reading these things. Probably sounds well cheesy. It is pretty lame, but then that's who we are, and you shouldn't forget that that's how you felt. You probably have feelings of some sort going on now, and you'd write about them the same way. So shut it.
Anyway I'm off to play a load of games, then maybe get some work done. Maybe. Ciao for now.
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